My Protection

I tried to protect you as best as I could but failed
I tried to help you but to no avail
I loved you and you betrayed me
I was only trying to be part of your life and you pushed me away
Now there is nothing else left to say
I turned to you for help and you laughed
It doesn’t matter anymore
I would give anything to be with you one more day
But nothing would change you still wouldn’t stay
What happened between us
I need to know
Even if you decide you still want to go
I keep wishing this is all a horrible dream
And I will wake up and everything will not be as it seems
I am sorry to have failed you and I love you deep down
Even as my body goes into the ground