Stars

I look to the sky at night and admire the beauty of the stars
I stand in awe of their brilliance
They are as shining and constant
and they have been since the beginning of time.
They light the heavens and fill our hearts with wonder
When one burns out, another takes its place
for they are eternal
Wherever you are they guide you from their home high above the earth
At times they seem close enough to touch
as they transport your dreams far away
Their magic compels us to offer up wishes for their consideration
they make us realize that even when the sky is the darkest
a tiny beacon of light still shines through
They are God's reminder to us that some things really do go on forever
In spite of all this we never think to look up

Numb

My heart it has been broken

My spirit it is numb

It seems my life is over

But yet, it’s just begun

Forever lost in darkness

Forever missed by non

Forever consumed with hatred

Forever my heart is numb

You seemed to as heartless

As the god who put me here

I love you but I hate you

It seems there never is a cure

You know that I still love you

I know because I see

Now look how you’ve repaid me

You’ve denied me and betray me

So tell me that I’m worthless

My life has just begun

My life that is without you

But still my heart is numb

Forgiveness

I can’t seem to explain it

The feeling I have for you

I think that I still hate you

But never did I mean too



I think it’s I’m still hurt

My heart, it hasn’t beat

In the days that I have know you

I have fallen off my feet



Daily I do try

To like you in a way

That I can learn to be forgiving

But my hear has gone astray



Why can’t I forgive you?

I really, truly do,

Forever I will owe you

For I know it wasn’t you

One Thing Left To Do

Four long months I waited

For the truth I knew you’d tell

To tell me that you loved her

And wanted to make my life hell

At first I wanted to hate you

I wanted you out for good

I’d decided I should kill her

And I knew that eventually I would

But then I saw you smile

One of those I’ve never seen

Even when you said you loved me

It made me feel serene

I realized then I hated you

In a loving sort of way

I will always want to kill her

But my heart has gone astray

I wish that I could hate you

I’ve wish for you to die

But forever I shall love you

Even when I cry

My body screams for closer

My heart, it cries for you

If I can’t be with you forever

I suppose there’s only one thing left to do.

Vanilla Heart

On Valentines day

everyone should be loved

With little cards and candies

And those little chocolate doves

But I don’t want any chocolate

I want something with art

What ever is my craving?

But alas a Vanilla Heart.

It feels a lot like caramel

With a little chocolate cream

It explodes in a whirl of flavor

It leaves you in a dream

But all I can do is wish

I know I won’t receive

The little hearts I’ve wanted

So all I’ll do is grieve

So when I think it’s over

The wanting all washed up

You give me a small present

With a note that says ‘waz up’

Could this be what I’ve wanted

This little piece of art

I open up to see

And I find my Vanilla Heart.

Past

You used to say I love you

I used to say it too

But now what’s there to find? to love?

But a depressed, unfaithful you?

You told me that you loved her

But you would never take her over me

I should have seen it coming

The lie you made for me

I could see you didn’t love me

Or ever could again

But I still wanted to be with you

Or at least still be your friend

I’ll never see why you left me

I guess I never can

You have your own good reasons

But still I’d love a hand

I suppose I should forget you

I’ve seen you forgotten me

But yet I still will love you

Even if you did decide to kill me

Till The End

I was once the one who loved you

I was always by your side

But in the end, it didn’t matter

In the end I was the one who cried

Never did I see her

I didn’t think I would

But I the end, it didn’t matter

You left me where I stood

I thought you said “ I love you,

Let’s live together and die.”

Of course you never meant it

For everything was a lie

I cried the day you left me,

I never cried again

Although I know you hate me

I’ll love you till the end.

You Won't See Me

I see you once again

Just standing over there

Laughing with your friends

With not even but a care

I want to say I love you

But suddenly I choke

My heart beings to beat faster

I can feel it in my throat

My vision starts to blurry

My hart begins to sink

And when I closed my eyes, then opened

Your nowhere where I can see

My heart returns to normal

My breathing, it is good

I know I can’t approach you

But yet, I wish I could

My day, it hasn’t changed a bit

My life is normal too

And although you do not know me

I won’t stop thinking of you.

Written In Gold

Written in gold

The black bird takes flight

Written in gold

Deep into the night

Written in gold

My heart cries for you

Written in gold

I’ll forever be true

Written in black

The night takes flight too

Written in black

It longs to take you

Written in black

Forever shall it keep

Written in black

With you the darkness shall sleep

Written in blood

Whatever shall I do?

Written in blood

But to take my life too

Written in blood

The black bird takes flights

Written in blood

Into the darkest of all nights

Oceans of Blue

Oceans of blue

Skies of gray

Tears make a river

But are hid far away

Dreams are crushed

And kept from the light

In the heart of all hearts

Only one will be right

In my mind so far from hope

Fears pull back tears

And it feels like I’ve been dying

For a million years

The burning hand,

Her gentle touch

My death has,

for too long,

Been rushed

Unopened Doors

Fallen nations

Tired wars

Bloody battles

Unopened doors.

Moving armies

East to west,

Dying countries;

Fallen nest.

Priestesses pray

And gypsies dance

Churchmen read

As others can’t

Why a war?

Its bothered all.

People wonder

As others fall

How can people sleep at night?

And lovers quarrel?

As people fight

Fallen nations

With their tired wars

And Bloody battles

And unopened doors.

Love

Set me free

My only love

My angle on Earth;

My gift from above

Call for me

And say my name

Don’t hide from me

And play that game

Just love for me

It’s all I ask

Just one request

A simple task.

Awaken The Dead

If ones awoke,

While the other sleeps,

The world will come to end.

If both alive, and going strong,

The world will finally awake.

Yet if one is called forth,

And the other, bound,

If both are dead

Peace can be found.

Mercury, venues,

Earth and mars

Life is a picture

Produced by stars

One cannot live

While the other is dead

So can be free

As the book is read.

But…when one is dead

And the other found

Go to the mountains

And make live what is bound

Yet if you fail

The hole in maiden’s peek

Will devour both forever

And never find what you seek

Live as you will;

You’ll all doomed to die

Cold as thy heart

And thou fire in thou eye.

Die as you chose

You will all be reborn

The symmetrical star;

The page has been torn

Lost souls wonder, as

Spirits arise from the dead

The god of all yonder, and

The sprites who’s prophecy read

Make die what has lived

Or make live what is dead

Or forever be bound

as the book is now read

It's Time I Said Goodbye

"it is time i said goodbye,
please oh please dont cry.

ill miss you but i must know, will you miss me?
i liked you alot, but in my heart i knew we couldnt be

even though your being taken away
my love for you will never sway!


My friend Sarah wrote this, she was really talented and creative....I miss her alot

As My Heart Fades

kill me now
end this pain
the suffering
the cold disdain
i loved you
you knew it true
There's nothing left
For me or you
there's nothing left to say
so goodbye for now

Together

You and me
together at last
Looking to the future
Burying the past
Just you and me
Till the very end
My one and only
My lover and friend

My Last Curtain Call

I lay awake and wonder
If I were to die
Would you even care
Would you even cry
I am so sorry
To have failed you all
And so this is it
My last curtain call
The knife draws draws deep
My soul is set free
Life flashes by then fades to black
Blood coats the tile
My body goes slack

Passing By

I see you walking by,
We look at each other, eye to eye.
I see you passing by,
My mind is filled with thoughts, like blue stretched out across the sky.
You look at me, and notice me looking at you,
You can read my mind; you know what I want to do.
I want to walk up to you and talk,
A smile spreads across your lips, as we start to walk.
You tell me all about your day,
You know I love you, but you have no reason to stay.
You have lit a fire inside me, letting it burn,
You turn to look at me; your eyes are strong, yet firm.
You start to talk more, and we have fun,
But I have yet to discover the truth; into the abyss will I run.
When you touch my shoulder, pink surrounds my cheeks,
When I’m with you, it gets harder to breathe, and even to speak.
I feel whole around you; you know I love you,
Yet I feel I don’t know what to do.
We find a nice spot under a shady tree,
I feel so happy, so free.
Yet I have no link to you,
I have no key.
It’s nice out, a beautiful day,
Just staying by you, as we lay.
Just staring at the clouds as they pass by,
Surrounded by miles of grass, and endless sky.
I turn to look into your eyes,
Hoping we never say our good-byes.
I know nothing could be better then this,
Just then, your lips touch mine, a passionate kiss.
My eyes wide, hoping our lips would never part,
I will never forget the pulsing that went through my heart.
You pull away to look at me, looking deeply at my face,
It’s like we’re tied together, with unbreakable lace.
You pull me in for another kiss,
I know now, I will never run into the abyss…
Then reality comes back to me, I know what’s true,
We’re still looking at each other, I still see you.
I know I will never forget that day when I looked into your eyes,
I know I will always remember that day you walked by…

My Protection

I tried to protect you as best as I could but failed
I tried to help you but to no avail
I loved you and you betrayed me
I was only trying to be part of your life and you pushed me away
Now there is nothing else left to say
I turned to you for help and you laughed
It doesn’t matter anymore
I would give anything to be with you one more day
But nothing would change you still wouldn’t stay
What happened between us
I need to know
Even if you decide you still want to go
I keep wishing this is all a horrible dream
And I will wake up and everything will not be as it seems
I am sorry to have failed you and I love you deep down
Even as my body goes into the ground

Neutronium Alchemist

He was the hero that could do it all
He had skill and talent that set him apart
But he wasted it all for fortune and fame
And as he lay broken and beaten
It finally clicked, no one knew him by name
He was treated like all the others who had also been cursed
It was because of the impact both second and first
The impacts that covered the earth in a mist
And made him known only as the Neutronium Alchemist
He had given up and thrown in the towel
As he got swallowed by the monstrous growl