One Thing Left To Do

Four long months I waited

For the truth I knew you’d tell

To tell me that you loved her

And wanted to make my life hell

At first I wanted to hate you

I wanted you out for good

I’d decided I should kill her

And I knew that eventually I would

But then I saw you smile

One of those I’ve never seen

Even when you said you loved me

It made me feel serene

I realized then I hated you

In a loving sort of way

I will always want to kill her

But my heart has gone astray

I wish that I could hate you

I’ve wish for you to die

But forever I shall love you

Even when I cry

My body screams for closer

My heart, it cries for you

If I can’t be with you forever

I suppose there’s only one thing left to do.

Vanilla Heart

On Valentines day

everyone should be loved

With little cards and candies

And those little chocolate doves

But I don’t want any chocolate

I want something with art

What ever is my craving?

But alas a Vanilla Heart.

It feels a lot like caramel

With a little chocolate cream

It explodes in a whirl of flavor

It leaves you in a dream

But all I can do is wish

I know I won’t receive

The little hearts I’ve wanted

So all I’ll do is grieve

So when I think it’s over

The wanting all washed up

You give me a small present

With a note that says ‘waz up’

Could this be what I’ve wanted

This little piece of art

I open up to see

And I find my Vanilla Heart.