Numb

My heart it has been broken

My spirit it is numb

It seems my life is over

But yet, it’s just begun

Forever lost in darkness

Forever missed by non

Forever consumed with hatred

Forever my heart is numb

You seemed to as heartless

As the god who put me here

I love you but I hate you

It seems there never is a cure

You know that I still love you

I know because I see

Now look how you’ve repaid me

You’ve denied me and betray me

So tell me that I’m worthless

My life has just begun

My life that is without you

But still my heart is numb

Forgiveness

I can’t seem to explain it

The feeling I have for you

I think that I still hate you

But never did I mean too



I think it’s I’m still hurt

My heart, it hasn’t beat

In the days that I have know you

I have fallen off my feet



Daily I do try

To like you in a way

That I can learn to be forgiving

But my hear has gone astray



Why can’t I forgive you?

I really, truly do,

Forever I will owe you

For I know it wasn’t you

One Thing Left To Do

Four long months I waited

For the truth I knew you’d tell

To tell me that you loved her

And wanted to make my life hell

At first I wanted to hate you

I wanted you out for good

I’d decided I should kill her

And I knew that eventually I would

But then I saw you smile

One of those I’ve never seen

Even when you said you loved me

It made me feel serene

I realized then I hated you

In a loving sort of way

I will always want to kill her

But my heart has gone astray

I wish that I could hate you

I’ve wish for you to die

But forever I shall love you

Even when I cry

My body screams for closer

My heart, it cries for you

If I can’t be with you forever

I suppose there’s only one thing left to do.

Vanilla Heart

On Valentines day

everyone should be loved

With little cards and candies

And those little chocolate doves

But I don’t want any chocolate

I want something with art

What ever is my craving?

But alas a Vanilla Heart.

It feels a lot like caramel

With a little chocolate cream

It explodes in a whirl of flavor

It leaves you in a dream

But all I can do is wish

I know I won’t receive

The little hearts I’ve wanted

So all I’ll do is grieve

So when I think it’s over

The wanting all washed up

You give me a small present

With a note that says ‘waz up’

Could this be what I’ve wanted

This little piece of art

I open up to see

And I find my Vanilla Heart.

Past

You used to say I love you

I used to say it too

But now what’s there to find? to love?

But a depressed, unfaithful you?

You told me that you loved her

But you would never take her over me

I should have seen it coming

The lie you made for me

I could see you didn’t love me

Or ever could again

But I still wanted to be with you

Or at least still be your friend

I’ll never see why you left me

I guess I never can

You have your own good reasons

But still I’d love a hand

I suppose I should forget you

I’ve seen you forgotten me

But yet I still will love you

Even if you did decide to kill me

Till The End

I was once the one who loved you

I was always by your side

But in the end, it didn’t matter

In the end I was the one who cried

Never did I see her

I didn’t think I would

But I the end, it didn’t matter

You left me where I stood

I thought you said “ I love you,

Let’s live together and die.”

Of course you never meant it

For everything was a lie

I cried the day you left me,

I never cried again

Although I know you hate me

I’ll love you till the end.

You Won't See Me

I see you once again

Just standing over there

Laughing with your friends

With not even but a care

I want to say I love you

But suddenly I choke

My heart beings to beat faster

I can feel it in my throat

My vision starts to blurry

My hart begins to sink

And when I closed my eyes, then opened

Your nowhere where I can see

My heart returns to normal

My breathing, it is good

I know I can’t approach you

But yet, I wish I could

My day, it hasn’t changed a bit

My life is normal too

And although you do not know me

I won’t stop thinking of you.

Written In Gold

Written in gold

The black bird takes flight

Written in gold

Deep into the night

Written in gold

My heart cries for you

Written in gold

I’ll forever be true

Written in black

The night takes flight too

Written in black

It longs to take you

Written in black

Forever shall it keep

Written in black

With you the darkness shall sleep

Written in blood

Whatever shall I do?

Written in blood

But to take my life too

Written in blood

The black bird takes flights

Written in blood

Into the darkest of all nights

Oceans of Blue

Oceans of blue

Skies of gray

Tears make a river

But are hid far away

Dreams are crushed

And kept from the light

In the heart of all hearts

Only one will be right

In my mind so far from hope

Fears pull back tears

And it feels like I’ve been dying

For a million years

The burning hand,

Her gentle touch

My death has,

for too long,

Been rushed

Unopened Doors

Fallen nations

Tired wars

Bloody battles

Unopened doors.

Moving armies

East to west,

Dying countries;

Fallen nest.

Priestesses pray

And gypsies dance

Churchmen read

As others can’t

Why a war?

Its bothered all.

People wonder

As others fall

How can people sleep at night?

And lovers quarrel?

As people fight

Fallen nations

With their tired wars

And Bloody battles

And unopened doors.

Love

Set me free

My only love

My angle on Earth;

My gift from above

Call for me

And say my name

Don’t hide from me

And play that game

Just love for me

It’s all I ask

Just one request

A simple task.

Awaken The Dead

If ones awoke,

While the other sleeps,

The world will come to end.

If both alive, and going strong,

The world will finally awake.

Yet if one is called forth,

And the other, bound,

If both are dead

Peace can be found.

Mercury, venues,

Earth and mars

Life is a picture

Produced by stars

One cannot live

While the other is dead

So can be free

As the book is read.

But…when one is dead

And the other found

Go to the mountains

And make live what is bound

Yet if you fail

The hole in maiden’s peek

Will devour both forever

And never find what you seek

Live as you will;

You’ll all doomed to die

Cold as thy heart

And thou fire in thou eye.

Die as you chose

You will all be reborn

The symmetrical star;

The page has been torn

Lost souls wonder, as

Spirits arise from the dead

The god of all yonder, and

The sprites who’s prophecy read

Make die what has lived

Or make live what is dead

Or forever be bound

as the book is now read

It's Time I Said Goodbye

"it is time i said goodbye,
please oh please dont cry.

ill miss you but i must know, will you miss me?
i liked you alot, but in my heart i knew we couldnt be

even though your being taken away
my love for you will never sway!


My friend Sarah wrote this, she was really talented and creative....I miss her alot